You handed me flowers yesterday
when my mind was drifting into space
our fingers brushed when I took the stem
petals bloomed inside my chest and
littered my stomach
made a mess
I couldn’t say when it all began
or at which point it was that we slipped
the night we sat by the pond,
you emptied your thoughts into my hands
and told me to do what I liked with it
I kept them inside me for months
to fill me up on days when
my soul echoes with hollowness
days like this
You said what you liked about us was our lack of a start
because that means we will never meet our end
2920 days, is there really no end to this?
you’ve lingered in my head
for far too long
on bad days I wake up and feel
your imprint on my skin, soft and fading
it tires me
You handed me flowers yesterday
I left them to wilt this morning
I am well aware of the risks of
dipping one’s toes in danger
you are a puddle after a downpour
while I am walking in frictionless shoes